It’s Okay To Not Be Okay, OKURR?

Nervous, anxious, and excited all at the same time! ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ™ƒโœŒ๐Ÿผ

This is a cause that I hold dear to my heart. Iโ€™ve struggled with binge eating and bulimia since the age of 13, and I’ve yet to win the battle. Mental illness truly has no cureโ€ฆ help me support others who are suffering as well as raising awareness for #nedawalk by making a donation to my team! 

Not only was I held inpatient at Children’s Medical of Dallas who are sponsoring the event, but I also bought and read a book by the event speaker, Jenni Schaefer. Her book “Life Without ED,” helped me help myself, and helped my support network support me. 

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

Modern Advent Calendar

I’m essentially a child in an adult’s body. Actually- take that back it’s more of an adult/child hybrid considering my height. BESIDES THE POINT. 

Getting back on track (this is funnier than you realize right now); I’ve started checking Google Santa TRACKER every day. You get it now? HA! Hilarious, so funny I know you forgot to laugh. 

I’m assuming it’s technically meant for younger humans but you know what? It gets me in the holiday spirit so IDGAF. Basically Santa’s Village unlocks a new game or exercise each day. PLUS on the 24th the website will track where Santa is all night. 

I did not know it’s been around for 13 years, this is the first year I’ve started following it as an advent calendar- but I loves it. 

Birthday present to myself from me, Marc Jacobs, and I.

 

Classic Q – Little Ukita


I’ve sat here for at least five/ten minutes trying to find a way to phrase the song ‘Another one bites the dust’ with purse dust-bags. I guess I’m not punny enough because i can’t get a handle on it. Yeah, see?! that’s terrible. 

…let’s try this again shall we?

For my birthday I decided to treat myself to a new addition in my purse collection. I bought the Classic Q- Little Ukita from Marc by Marc Jacobs at Nordstrom. I’d had my eye on it for a while and really wanted another ‘daily’ handbag, something less business minded and more ‘laid back’; hence why I settled with this bag. 

(Unfortunately it’s sold out now because i bought it all the way back in July ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐Ÿ˜‚  that’s how good of a blogger i am.)

I considered getting the burgundy color first because it’s a great color but then I figured since this is my second Marc by Marc Jacobs handbag and my first one was burgundy, let’s spice things up. Nothing says spicy like the color black, LOL!   #storyofmylife #epicfail

Anyways, it’s a Marc by Marc Jacobs- what’s there to say?
It’s a Classic… Q ๐Ÿ˜œ .

Current playlist; High Five

You know, music really just lifts the spirit whichever way it needs to go. Sometimes you need to cry and let it out. Other times you need to scream and release the anger. Then there are times when you’re just so happy that you NEED to sing; along to something of course, this isn’t The Voice let’s be real.

In case you’re in need of new jams or just some background tunes for your commute, I’m currently playing these songs on repeat:
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NR. 1:


Artist: Sasha Sloan
Song: Runaway

“I know I did all the shitty things to you
I said I never ever would
Baby, that’s so like me”

NR. 2


Artist: Tove Lo
Song: Cycles

“I’m in a cycle
Yeah, I admit it
How can I change it when I don’t know when I’m in it?”

NR. 3


Artist: Lil Peep
Song: Beamer Boy

“I feel like I’m a no one, that’s what they told me
I’mma show ya, baby I was chosen”

NR. 4


Artist: Erika Norwich
Song: Ballerina

“When my mom complained about my health
Ballerina thought I felt alone when she had no idea what I felt”

NR. 5


Artist: Avicii
Song: Lonely Together (feat. Rita Ora)

“I might hate myself tomorrow, but I’m on my way tonight
Let’s be lonely together
A little less lonely together”

PSA there are currently only two playlists that I’ve made public, but if you’re interested in more of my musical ‘taste’ follow me on Spotify

Flora

On Wednesday I was invited to go to dinner and the theater after to see Rent’s 20th anniversary tour. Fast forward 2 hours, hair and makeup was done and we were driving to a restaurant called Flora Street Cafe in the Dallas Arts District. 

Once the luxurious C-class Mercedes was valeted (kind note: only my car in my dreams) we took a group picture outside of the restaurant before arriving promptly for our 6:00 pm reservations.

Now weren’t my two dates just too handsome?

I will say this.. going to dinner with Jim you sure do get treated like royalty. The chef, Stephan Pyles, kindly greeted us at the door.
 
Once seated, we decided on some cocktails and champagne. The boys drank an old fashion and a Manhattan while I greedily started sipping on the Tattinger. I was basically in heaven.

For my appetizer I ate the Ahi Tuna. Not surprisingly it melted in my mouth, especially since it was paired with kiwis, tomatillos, and marchano almonds. 

The others ordered dry-aged Texas wagyu beef tartare, and sea scallops. Now the scallops were SO TASTY, and probably one of the coolest dishes on the menu. They use liquid nitrogen to make coconut gellee, which basically looks like noodles. The dish also is served with ‘Jasmine Sea Essence’ which is created by pouring water over dry ice. Pretty neat.

For my main course I decided on the roast pheasant. It comes with a blackberry mojo, and a squash blossom quesadilla. It’s pretty amazing how the flavors came together so well. I really enjoyed it because unlike most upscale restaurants the food felt comfortable and filling. I guess its the epitome of Texas fine dining.

The dinner was phenominal but the company was even better. I haven’t had a meal out like that experience in a long long time and it felt very refreshing. Probably helped that the bill was also compensated so I didn’t even have to spend a penny! 

Farm-to-Table

Following in true nerd fashion, I got my friend to come along to downtown of an area called McKinney in order to play Pokemon Go (I’m slightly obsessed). While we were there we decided to eat. This was a critical moment.. I get HANGRY, and that’s not a good look on anyone.

So we parked the car in the town square. I love it because it feels very old school Texas in this area, the court house is even in the middle of the square. Anyways, going off topic here. So we parked right in front of this local restaurant. Figured we’d look at the menu and after we decided ‘Why the hell not?’

So in we go and to be honest I was shocked. It was cozy, and felt very rustic. We sat at a secluded table and eyed the menu once again. We ordered the ribeye with bearnaise sauce (is your mouth drooling? Cause mine is!) and the serrano caesar salad.

The food was amazing. We had the peach cobbler for dessert and I don’t think I’ve ever been happier to live in Texas. My god the food was awesome. 

So if you’re ever around downtown McKinney make sure to stop by Harvest. They’re a seasonal kitchen devoted to finding local ingredients. Plus its delish. 

BINGO!

I can’t help but laugh at myself. I’ve been so bored being jobless and whatnot that I’ve started clinging to my brother like a leech. “Where are you going?” “What are you doing?” “Plans for tonight?” “Dinner..?” 

So after getting bored with the whole Pokemon Go fad we had to find a new hobby. We tried bingo. 

Now i will say it was an experience, there was some good people watching and the best part? I ENJOYED IT!

I love finding new things to do- and now that I have a pink marker for the bingo board I’ll most likely be going back again soon… although I think I might have to try the purple and leave my brother with the blue one he bought. 

Murica’

So I know this post is a month late, but hey… better late than never right?


The 4th of July in the United States of America is an excuse to gather and partake in silly shenanigans. I obviously had to join in! 

Luckily a friend of mine decided to have a pool party. At first i wasn’t sure i wanted to go because of the whole ‘being seen in a bikini’ thing, but it turned out well.

We got in the pool, I hide in the shade some, and we even played life-size Jenga! 

I had a blast and I can honestly tell you, there is nothing better than pool days during the Texas summer heat.

Sale Edit

Agent Provocateur is the Rolls Royce of lingerie. The quality and fit of garments are impeccable. I absolutely adore their collections and I would wear sets every day if it werenโ€™t for one thingโ€ฆ the price tag. As much as I like to pretend, I donโ€™t have the wallet to be an everyday AP lady.

Sometimes a girl gets what she wishes for, and that for me is when AP has their sales. What? I can actually afford a pair of undies? AMAZE. 

Currently their sale edit is up to 75% and these are a few of the items Iโ€™ve got my eyes on;

The Stephanee Bra

Pammie Suspender set

Lucie Bra in Coral and Pink

The Willa Teddy

Ladies and gentlemen, get it while it’s hot ๐Ÿ˜‰